Why Mom Why

Why mom why did you leave me 
i was little precious and tiny
did you regret when i was born
because look my heart is now torn
im older now and i still dont understand
why you were not there
to guide me and give me your hand
i really needed you when i was much younger
when i was little and much dumber
why mom why did you leave me
i needed you then and i need you now
but i dont know how to tell you
i just dont know how
i`ve allways wondered what
it would be like for you to hold me
cant you understand
wont you understand cant you see
mom please love me 
wont you just understand
how i long for your love
and the guidence of your hand
my heart crys everyday
because i cant understand
why you threw me away
why mom why did you leave me
why wont you say you love me
was i such a bad child
or were you just to wild
i hurt with deep deep pain 
and i wonder if you feel the same
dont you ever think of me
or do you rather just let me be
because i need you now
why cant you understand
i just wish one day
you would reach out
and give me your hand
why mom wny did you leave me
how i would give anything
to here you say you love me
but you choose to give birth 
to me then dump me
ive learned to live with out you 
but deep down if you only knew
how i feel 
how i need 
how i want
you to tell me you love me
why mom why did you leave me ?


your son...   J.R.